Thursday, July 30, 2009

ALWAYS, SOMETIMES, NEVER

i always...
obsess over the locks and my straightener and the oven when i leave the house
get excited over school supplies even if its not the start of school
get my thirst quenched by water even though i don't drink enough
take the topping off my pizza and eat it by itself
hit the snooze at least 5 times
love to hear reese's voice even his cries
love to feel garrett's stubble on my cheek when he gets home
will long for another baby

i sometimes...
cook only what i want for dinner
spend too much time on the computer after reese goes to bed
talk to much
get impatient with God
wish i wasn't a teacher so people might respect me more
wish i could wear fake nails because i think they make fingers so pretty
try a new recipe that is a big time disaster and we go to a drive through
wish i lived in lubbock
i never...
realized the importance of naps until i became a mom
want to take all my blessings for granted
will regret the decision not to try IVF treatments
will forget the sacrifice and bravery that brought my son home
will forget the way my dad said my name
want to relive losing a parent
get tired of reese's hugs and kisses
knew what love was until i held my son
what about you?

2 comments:

Loving Life in Trubyville said...

That made me cry...and smile! :) I'll do the same post soon...but not near as creatively as you did!

wande(rer) said...

this is a good facebook note.. get it started!